He actually text me back! I wasn’t expecting that at all. I just wanted to wish him a happy birthday and I wasn’t even sure if he’d even bother reading it. But he did. He didn’t have to reply. He could’ve just read it and said nothing back. I know it doesn’t seem like a big deal to anyone else but it is to me. This is a baby step. I may actually get a chance to talk to him one day whether via text or phone or in person. I want to apologize to him and maybe I will really get that opportunity. This really made my day. I spent most of the day in bed upset but I have something to smile about now. This proves that im not crazy for holding on and maybe the reason why I can’t move on is because I’m not supposed to. I love him and maybe just maybe I’ll one day have a chance to tell him that face to face again.
Matt’s Birthday November 2, 2013