I’m sitting at home alone; there’s no one to call. Megan is on her way back from Baltimore, Kacy is working til 10, and Nicholii is currently getting drunk. I hate being alone with no one to talk to. I feel like such a loser at times. But I’d rather have very few friends that be friends with the people I used to spend so much time with. Maybe I’ll order chinese food and watch movies. I’m in a sad mood so I don’t feel like moving. Today is Luke’s birthday. I miss that dog so much! I wish I could be there with him right now but of course I can’t. I wonder if he misses me or if he thinks I abandoned him or if he even remembers me. I sent Matt a text message asking him to please give Luke a big hug and kiss from me for his birthday. No response 😦 that put me in a depressing mood. I was supposed to go to dinner with my friend Friedhaber tonight because he’s only in town for a few days but I can’t get ahold of him. That would’ve been a nice distraction. He’s such a good friend. I hope everything is alright. For right now my roommate’s dog Roscoe is keeping me company.
Loneliness November 28, 2013