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Pisces horoscope for Sep 21 2014 September 21, 2014

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Pisces horoscope for Sep 21 2014
Just because something you have been hoping for has not yet come to pass does not mean that the universe isn’t on your side. By catering to and nurturing that fear, Pisces, you are only defeating yourself. By thinking pessimistically, you are maintaining a force field of negative energy that is working against you. Whenever you feel a glimmer of hope, embrace it. Whenever a negative thought enters your mind, turn it away. Once you take control of your own emotions, you will see a dramatic shift in your circumstances.

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Work & Play December 13, 2013

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Today at work Dr. Gokli gave us our Christmas cards from the practice and our bonus checks.  I received an extra card from her personally.  She told me that I’m the best and she appreciates everything I do.  I have been working with her for 6 years and we care about each other like family.  Within the card was an envelope containing $300.  That was extremely generous and I was not expecting anything like that.  She really is the best boss!  It really meant a lot to me, not because of the money but because she really appreciates me.  I am very fortunate to have a boss like her. Now if I can just work on my employees and get them to do things right we’ll be fine. 
This evening I took my last exam. I made it through the semester and managed to earn an A in both of my classes.  I’m not sure how I did it.  My classes were difficult and it really took a toll on me physically.  The lack of sleep due to staying up late doing homework has been aweful.  I’ve had such a lack of energy during the past few months.  But it is finally over and I will have more time to relax.  I don’t have to worry about returning for the spring semester because I am now finished with all of my prerequisites.  The only thing I need to do now is to get everything together in order to appy to dental hygiene school.  This is exciting! 
Tonight after my exam Kacy, Alysia and I decided to go out and celebrate.  We ended up going to Brass Monkey for some dinner and drinks.  My cousin Sean met us up there.  It was a really nice night.  Even though we both had to put up with a lot over the past few months, I am glad that Sean and I have become closer.  It’s a shame the way that it had to happen but I am happy nonetheless.  When it came time to leave Sean paid for all of us which was extremely generous.  He really is a great guy and he deserves much better than someone like Megan.  I truly hope he finds someone great one day. 
I better get sone sleep.  Lots to get done tomorrow! 


Don’t Wake Me Up November 28, 2013

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I woke up crying this morning.  How is that even possible?  But the tears in my eyes were happy tears…until I woke up.  Sometimes my dreams are so vivid and feel so real that reality hits me so hard when I awaken.  What was my dream about?  Matt of course.  I have these dreams often where we are together and happy again.  When I wake up it feels as though I’m losing him all over again and it affects my entire day.  I don’t want to get out of bed or talk to anyone.  I feel lost and confused and sad.  Today is Thanksgiving.  I should be happy.  I just can’t seem to shake this dream.  It’s stuck in my mind and it’s all I can think about.  All I want to do is go back to sleep because my dreams are so much better than reality.  But I can’t.  I have to force myself up out of bed and start my day.  I have obligations.  I will feel better once I’m around all my family.  I really am lucky to have such a big, loving family.


Blasts From the Past November 24, 2013

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The strangest thing happened last week and it has my thoughts running in circles trying to make sense of it.
I have had 3 serious boyfriends in my life, all of which are named Matt (not by choice).  Within 4 days i heard from 2 of them just out of the blue. 
Matt #2 sent me a facebook message last sunday.  He started off by complimenting me and then congratulating me on becoming an aunt.  Then he went on to tell me that he regrets the way he treated me in the past and I never deserved that.  This partly surprised me because it has been so long (6years) since I was with him, yet he does ccomment occasionally on my posts or pictures and sends me game/page requests sometimes.  It’s nice knowing that he has changed and isn’t out there doing the same thing to someone else. 
Then on wednesday, after work when I checked my phone I noticed I had received another facebook message but from Matt #1 (my longest boyfriend)  He simply apologized and told me that he is sorry for any negative effects he had on my life or the lives of my family.  That was definitely surprising.  Our relationship ended 8 years ago and he has since gotten married and had a daughter.  Maybe after all that he has finall decided to grow up a bit.
I just think it is so odd how both of them decided to contact me after all this time.  I really do appreciate the apologies and I’m happy to know that they care enough to regret how they treated me but why now?  Why at the same time?  I can’t help but think that maybe there is some meaning behind it that i need to find.  Probably not.  It’s most likely just a coincidence. 
The part that really sucks is that out of those three boyfriends I’m still in love with one of them and of course that is the one I didn’t hear from.  Why would he contact me?  The roles are reversed with him and I…he was the one who was wronged.  I hope that one day he might give me a chance to apologize.


Pisces horoscope for Nov 18 2013 November 18, 2013

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Pisces horoscope for Nov 18 2013
Pretty soon 2014 will be here, Pisces. This year and probably last year too you may have found yourself unprepared in many areas of your life. You may have dealt with personal and financial issues that were quite difficult, and that you would not want to repeat again next year. You do have the power to avoid many of the obstacles and problems you have faced, but it will take some deep thinking and some strategic planning. The next year has the potential to be very good for you, as long as you keep your head out of the clouds and plan ahead.

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Pisces horoscope for Nov 15 2013 November 15, 2013

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Pisces horoscope for Nov 15 2013
You may feel that you are at a dead end in your desire to get something you want. You may have been waiting for the perfect serendipitous situation, when the timing and all of the elements you need would suddenly and magically conspire to bring you the chance you long for. But it doesn’t always happen that way, Pisces, In fact, it doesn’t usually happen that way. But that does not mean you can’t make it happen. Sitting back and waiting for the perfect moment won’t get you anywhere most of the time. But if you dedicate yourself to having what you want, you will find that the opportunity materializes.

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What A Day November 14, 2013

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Today has been quite eventful…

First off, work was extremely slow and boring today so it went by really slow.  I went up to the hospital during my lunch break to see Shana and baby Madison.  I got to hold my tiny niece for about 30 minutes before leaving to return to work (I was not thrilled about that at all).  Once back at work, Dr. G and I had a decision to make….to fire the new girl today or give her a bit longer.  We decided to go ahead and let her go since she really didn’t seem to be catching on and we don’t want to waste time.  I already have 3 interviews set up for tomorrow.  So the process begins again.  I HATE doing interviews.  I really do. 
After work I didnt have time to go by the hospital again.  I needed to come straight home to review a bit before tonight’s quiz on the urinary system.  I only missed one question so I’m happy with that.  We spent the remainder of class looking at the kidney models and familiarizing ourselves with the urinary structures and their functions.  I learned a couple interesting things. 
Once finally home, I watched my show New Girl and now I’m exhausted.