Pisces horoscope for Jul 21 2014
An opportunity or a dream or even a friendship that you thought would be incredibly successful has instead left you feeling disappointed and disillusioned. This may be something from the past, and you have learned to live with the letdown. But an event that occurs within the next few weeks may reignite your passion and show you that it really is possible to have what you thought you would have. Don’t let the chance pass you by, Pisces. Let it inspire you to reach for it again. Don’t stop until you have it.
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Pisces horoscope for May 21 2014
Someone important in your life thinks you aren’t reaching your full potential. You are probably keenly aware of this, Pisces. And while it annoys you, you may also recognize that it’s at least partly true. In some area of your life there is a talent or a desire that is not being fulfilled. You want to explore it, but you have put it off – perhaps for quite a long time. Why not allow your annoyance transform into motivation? Make this a way to motivate yourself to finally reach for what you want.
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In some area of your life you may be worried that “the right thing” will not happen. You are so worked up over it because you can’t control the outcome, and you may be thinking that it can’t possibly happen as you envision it since you have no authority over it. That’s why you have to trust in the cosmos, and also trust in yourself. A long-awaited endeavor will soon come to an end. You are hoping for a certain outcome, and you shall have it because it is what’s right. Just have faith, Pisces.
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Sleeeepy April 2, 2014
I feel kind of like a zombie today. I’m extremely tired. On the way to work this morning I was struggling to stay awake and I still feel as though I could fall asleep just standing up if I close my eyes. I need sleep. I have had a shortage of that this week.
It’s my lunch break right now so i’m sitting in my car, debating on whether or not to take a nap before returning to work. I need a second wind. Once the patients arrive and we get busy I will be fine but I cannot stay awake with nothing to do.
I’m also worried about my great aunt. She has been in the hospital for a few days. She had a heart attack yesterday and is currently in open heart surgery. I pray that she will make it through. She’s such a sweet, caring woman and I really hope I get to see her again. My mom is at the hospital now waiting for her to get out of surgery.
Of course it doesn’t make my day any better to hear “crazy girl” play on the radio while i’m sitting here in my car. I havent heard that play on the radio for quite some time. It just had to come on didn’t it? That was me and Matthew’s song. It’s just another reminder of all that I have lost and all I COULD’VE had. I WILL earn his forgiveness one day somehow, even if it takes me a lifetime to do it.
Despite all the reasons I have to be down today, I am not in a bad mood at all. I think it’s the sunshine. It is so beautiful outside today. I could be napping right now but i’d rather sit out here and enjoy this.
On A Road To Nowhere March 7, 2014
There are so many paths in this world, so many opportunities and experiences we can have. Some of us get lost trying to find the right path. I tried to travel down the wrong path and it led me to nothing but regret, guilt and sadness. I have tested out different paths since then, trying to find the one that will lead me back to where happiness lies. Most of them were dead ends. My intentions were right but my directions were wrong. The road I am traveling on now may or may not be the right one. There’s no way for me to be sure. I know what I want and what will make me happy, I just have to be patient and hope that those things are up ahead on this road.
I can’t help but feel like I am always going to be traveling down a road to nowhere. I am living in my past and cannot let go of what happened. My mistakes haunt me and hold me back from moving forward. I have achieved a lot over the past couple of years. My success with my education have been amazing and things are great on the work front. I have built better friendships and ended those that weren’t good for me. It’s what goes on in the inside that makes things difficult for me. No matter how well my life is going in every other aspect, when it comes to my relationship with myself I struggle. I cannot forgive myself for the past. I don’t think I will every be able to unless I know that Matthew forgives me. I don’t care how long it takes or how hard it will be but I will earn his forgiveness some way somehow. I know I am holding myself back from other opportunities. I know that there are other people out there I could be with but I cannot love them. Thats not fair to them or me. I compare everyone to him, down to every detail. If by chance I were to meet someone that is almost just like him, it still wouldn’t work. I would be with that person only because they are like matt, not because of who they are. That is not right. So here I am traveling down this road which may or may not lead me to happiness. But I am following my heart and to me that feels right. I know what I want to be at the other end but is it there?
Mission Accomplished March 1, 2014
All I could think about over the past week is whether or not Matt had received my letter and if he read it. I needed to know. I finally asked Adam to see if he could find out for me. To my surprise he had already asked him. He did read it along with this blog. I was not expecting to hear that. I was hoping he would take the time to read the letter but I never thought he would read my posts too. I don’t know how many of them he read or if it affected him in any way. It could’ve just been nothing more than curiousity, but i’m hoping not. My mood instantly changed after finding that out. Nothing could’ve ruined my day after that. The thing that got to me the most over the past year is that he didn’t know how I feel or where I stand. Now he does. The letter may change nothing for us but at least he now knows how much I still care for him. That’s all I wanted. I’m not expecting anything more right now. But I am still holding onto the hope that we will be together again in the future no matter how far away that may be.
The feelings I get when I think of him are so overwhelming. These feelings are always accompanied with sadness and tears but now I can smile through the tears knowing that he read what I wrote to him. At least now I have been able to express my feelings. All I can do now is wait and pray. I cannot and will not give up.
6 Harsh Truths That Will Make You a Better Person January 5, 2014
6 Harsh Truths That Will Make You a Better Person
I found this the other day while just browsing on the internet. It is very different than anything else I have ever read that is supposed to inspire you to do better. This writer comes off like a total asshole but he is actually just brutally honest. I have never looked at life in this perspective before. I believe that this is all true. I mean if you really think about it, being nice and caring is great but what does that do for anyone? People do always say that it matters most how you are on the inside but other people don’t hear your thoughts and know your intentions. The only things they know are the things you do and what you can offer them. There are so many people out there who are honest and caring but that isn’t everything.
This article really has made me feel like I can improve significantly. Yes I am a caring, honest, trustworthy person but I can be way more than that. I can say I feel bad when someone is sick and I can tell them that I hope they feel better but I’m not doing a damn thing for them. When I leave this world I want people to remember the wonderful things I did for them and the good I brought them, not just that I was a nice person.
Nice people really do finish last. They don’t fight for what they want or what they feel is right. They sit back and let other people do that for them. I am determined to become someone who other people are proud to know. I want my family and friends and anyone else who knows me to not only think I am a good person but KNOW because I have done things to prove that. Actions speak much louder than words and I can say over and over how much I have changed on the inside but if that is not reflected by my actions it doesn’t matter what I say. People believe what they can see not what people tell them.
I hope this article allows you to see things in a way that will make you want to become a better person and strive to give more to this world.
Quotes That Remind Me of HIM <3 December 25, 2013
I find myself constantly browsing the internet for beautiful quotes that I can relate to. It relaxes me and distracts me a bit so that I don’t just lay here crying because I miss Matt so much. I must have hundreds of these saved on my phone. There are not words that could possibly express how I feel about him but I really like these because they are all true. I will always love him and I will miss him until either I can be with him again or until I die, whichever comes first. True love NEVER dies and I believe anything is possible.
5 Years December 21, 2013
I have begun to write today’s post over and over again, never making it past the first sentence. Why? Because it hurts to think about it. But I have to do it. I have to let it out.
5 years ago today I met the love of my life. Matthew D. Heath. He’s the most amazing person I know because he is the reason I have been able to accomplish so much. If it weren’t for my undying love for him I wouldn’t have made it to where I am now. He pushes me forward and encourages me without even knowing it. I miss him every single day but the girl I was doesn’t deserve him. I will continue to strive to become the very best I can be and pray to God that will be enough for him. I cannot possibly describe the feelings that I have or the struggles I have gone through in the past 2 years without him. But I am strong and I refuse to give in or give up. No matter how hard it is or how far out of reach he seems I will make it there. I will not stop until I am there. I sit here now with tears rolling down my cheeks because I wish more than anything that we could be together right now. He has no clue how much he means to me. No clue. I would give up anything in the world for the chance to talk to him face to face. He is still my everything, my reason for carrying on, my encouragement, my number one goal. I can only pray that one day he takes the time to read this blog and sees just how serious I am about how I feel. He truly is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I will love him forever.
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